It's been a while. Since I last wrote, I had a surgery to remove the scar tissue from my uterus. During my recovery, in response to the hormones I was taking, and a combination of life related stressors, I suffered a pretty intense nervous break down, and had to take several months off of work …
I miss my monthly visitor or What’s Up with my Body? or TMI
I still don't have a monthly visitor to call my own. Girls complain about this thing their whole lives, so you think I'd be happy not to menstruate, BUT I'm not. All my blood work has come back positive, and the same with that lovely pap smear, and yet 4 months post miscarriage and D&C …
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Just Being/ Okay/ I’m Okay, Okay?
How am I supposed to just be these days? If I stay quiet IRL is that the same as not posting on Facebook/Instagram/Wordpress/My Blog for a week? Will you know I am okay? Will I know I am okay? If is the internet doesn't know that I am okay, am I okay? What is okay anyway? …
Loss is Loss
I don't have anything funny to say about this. I am not in a joking mood, so I don't think you should read this if you don't want to read something sad. Today we lost another baby. It was a fur baby this time, but the loss hurts just as much if not more than …
The Decemberists Feels or Trying to Make My Sister Proud
Today as I drove out to a friends baby party, I listened to the Decemberists.  I don't know if I do this when  I consciously when I want to think about my sister, but no matter what happens  I always wind up thinking about my sister.  The Decemberists make me think of my sister because …
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The Importance of Being Authentic or Tell Your Story or Quakers and Yoga
I talk to everyone. Â This is something else I got from my mother. Â I talk to the man who works on our lobby at our 21 story office building, and I talk to people in elevators even when it makes them slightly uncomfortable. Â I ask real straight forward raw questions, and while I don't expect …
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Try to Do it Without Laughing or Miracles Don’t Have to Be Big
I am posting this publicly with my friends permission to post pictures of her children. Â I didn't use their names, but if you know us you know them, and I mean this post with so much gratitude to the joy the kids and Roxy brought to me. Â This one is for you pup. Also said …
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